Is it Julia my dear Alfonso?
She was the one caused your accident leaving you paralyzed last summer; without a direction.. half naked she kept you wandering the whole night in the cold allies..
Now, remember her words: go tear your heart into pieces; I will never be yours..
Poor Alfonso; you need to get rid of that toxic heart of yours; falling in love with each girl you meet claiming she is your dream. Alfonso mate, it is over.
Hear the voices in your head screaming: it is just not as clean as you imagined it will be. Just stop dreaming now, Julia is back for a glass of wine, but it will never be you around the table.