ill-sarcastic

just when the curtains of life starts rolling down

you recognize it

a scream, please days: mind my wig

go slow

take your oath; do not run that canary

a broken wing; hungry laid across the road

drove all night, never reached

a hazy destination

heart full of laughter

and a bit of tears

take me home, no not now

I wonna enjoy the funeral

Gosh, you look fabulous in pink

always hated your black oval hat

am i still me, still dubious, still fractured

never mind my cracked kidney

it will disappear soon

just keep it up; disconnected

then go to sleep; hug a billow.

wake up Blondie; feed me the bread

devils desire to tango. love at sunrise.

sing.

 

 

 

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unattended

every time you defend it,

smash it, mind it,

reflect it;

she will strut her stuff

mirror on the wall

crying for all

tears of joy, once only

sacrifice the lonely

volcanic heart, bloated belly

wrapped with caramel silk

love it or loathe it,

butterflies havin fun,

spits bloody tears, angry

deep down under the sun,

a grounded stupid,

will you ever dare to,

leave her unattended?.

 

in a tent..

This is a true story with some adjustments…

Four kids for an extremely rich father with a glaring lavish life decided to throw their neighbor who lived all his life in tent beside their father’s villa. The father used to visit the neighbor every week before he recently pass away.The man in the tent used to get his living expenses from the father who allocated a portion of his harvest to the neighbors. The kids decided to stop this and sell the harvests without giving anything to the poor; then the man in the tent was thrown away.

The kids were never worried; they took a decision. The mother was always in disagreement with the husbands’ attitude; she supported the decision. In a winter stormy night, heavy rains, scary thunder, intense lightning; a man was shouting: Fire..Fire…the kids’ farm was completely destroyed. Blaming each other, at sunrise- they rushed to the fields. Gosh, all turned into ruins. This is because of what we did to our neighbors, the youngest shouts. They spend years praying, but useless.

Life goes around; they end up in a tent.

Pure Sadness..

i am here, since ever, as ever,

laying down with my favorite sadness,

none-sensed rubbish angry tears..

surely, lovin all kinds of memories;

deeply, it lingers on;

cold look, yest charming,

boiling the blood in my veins,

insanely, all the veins

sadness at sunset,

sadness, evolution, rainbow;

ironically, coloring all moments orange,

creeping grieve; another miserable birthday party

ever since you left; kindness disappeared from the planet.

Now, you are here again.

will you take all the orange colored life,

the spirit, the purified mood?

again, to exit your paradise;

into a pure sadness, alone;

and forever.

 

 

tear drop

keep your head up; up side down,

numb; still my hearts rests at your finger tips.

swallowed by a coco night

into your lifetime dark sunshine

dreaming of heaven, silky road; a blocked loop.

scream day and night; release me..

again, another shout in vain..

love blown away into summer rains

bellow, towels, full of tears, tears of blood.

Enjoy your fears and every tear drop.

she remains.

Allergenic are his feelings when he hears her yelling..

you love me no more; why should I, he wonders.

faded charms, cold feelings, never-ending arguments.

a scull filled with grey hair, hopelessly trying to feel something,

while she adores temptation

joy blew up insane minds

seductive attempts, failed..

dear, try one last time that old song

voices fly shy, dead tones,

traps just wont work

no more, admit it,

after all those years, she is…

still bleeding, still craving for him;

cloaked behind a misty smile, she remains.

surrender; maybe she will not.

she remains…a fighter.

Still losing ground

yes, it looks to far…

still here, just as if yesterday

fraud and other stuff; you fancy!

monsters lay in your charming curves

take it away when you mercy

close to me, you never was

fury fulfill my soul with fantasy

take my breath away, and bury it in a deep well

do not wonna love you again

try to forget, why on earth to do it?!

a millions times, again,

just another floor to lose.

the smell of your breath, hated it.

lost it all..

i am mercy-less;

please, just get lost is the dark….